I’ve let down every one. My dad, my mom, my brothers, my “friends”. It’s all my fault. I know when I’m not wanted. I’ll make myself scarce, I’m used to doing that.
Heyyy, look life, this whole me trying to make you better and you kicking my ass 24/7 thing just isn’t working.
Hey. You don't need to apologise to me. Turns out I've been gone for some time too. I'm sorry that I wasn't here for you for the past few weeks. You're right: situations, emotions, and people change too fast. But I'm still here for you. I know you changed your plans. But I also wish that you will change it again, to stay longer. I stayed, and today is my 22nd. It hasn't been easy. And I dunno how much longer I can go on. But I do hope that we will all get this life thing right someday <3
Life is a hard thing to get “right”. Because how does one have a “right” life. Being wealthy, being happy, having a house, making money. I don’t know. Maybe life isn’t something we get right. I’d like to think that life is going to be right either way. Like a labyrinth, seems like a maze but no matter where you go it’s pointing you in the right direction. I’d like to believe we’re in the right direction any way,
Why the fuck do i have to have feelings…
Fuck emotions man
So…I’ve reevaluated my plan. I’m not going to end my life at 25. I’ve moved it to my 18th birthday….
It’s crazy how fast situations, emotions, and even people can change.